what. the. fuck.

seriously, what the fuck?! how can i possibly trust ANY of you again? how can you all act like everything is okay when it's not? and then LAUGH about it thinking i don't have a clue. fuuuucked up.

i guess that's what you learn in high school - how to fake friendships and lie to those so-called "friends" so nonchalantly.

and since you all so kindly asked: no, i'm not okay.

thanks for the concern.

p.s. i don't know why i put up with this shit.