FREEDOM

Helloooo everyone! (Everyone as in you, Lisa, cos I'm pretty sure you're the only one reading this right now hahah)

I made this blog about a week ago (right before finals. I WOULD.) but I've been waiting for the right moment to post. If I had written something before, it would've been emo and stupid and completely different than how I am right now. So here it goes!

I'm currently in a weird state of mind. Weird isn't really a bad thing, at least not in this case. I'm just not used to feeling such an extreme sense of clarity. This weekend--particularly yesterday--was quite a whirlwind. I was a roller coaster of emotions to say the least. But I've found that the end of one relationship brought about the rekindling of multiple relationships which, in my opinion, are way more meaningful and worth-while than the one that came to an end. Usually I'd be moping around complaining about how much my life sucks (even though it SO doesn't) but I'm starting to realize that that doesn't help ANYONE, and sure as hell doesn't do me any good. I've since changed my ways (thank God). Instead of lingering on the negative of the past--or even present--I've started to think positively about all the possibilities that the future has in store for me. I know that sounds super cheese-ball, but I've come a lot further with this mindset and I've been harboring less regret because of it.

As for the clarity I'm feeling right now, I am now free from worrying about that stupid, stupid boy and the stress of finals. The next month will be completely dedicated to me, myself, and I :) But who am I without family & friends? I'm dedicating this month to them too.

Hey. It's Christmas season <33333